If I could go
I would
Do I have to be here?
Momentarily.
Could I be anywhere?
Yes, I could.
Is she waiting for me?
No one waits,
life moves much
too
fast.
Can there be a change
in the actions
of those who seem to be
the futile
proverbial machines
fighting
that upward battle
just pushing at that rock?
Only those who seek change
tend to find it.
There is no reason
to completely loose
yourself in the makings
and the fallacies
that this earthly place
offers with smiles and
a back hand
a back hand
hidden in the shadows.
Games are for children,
though I'm a proverbial child
in my heart and yours.
I will not become locked
trying to get so far away
that I'm stuck in my own
head.
I will not become locked
trying to turn heads when
true love cannot be taken
away from you.
What is yours,
is yours.
and nothing,
anyone,
can take that away.
When you've got no reason,
to forge something within you
that will make the earth saner
easier to handle and understand
Know that
When you truly love something,
you may give it away,
then you will know,
what is true.
I could care for you,
love you with all my being,
because it was born of me
because it was made from me.
You could love me,
with all of your being,
because it was born from you.
Free will is a bitch,
only because it's
misled
by fear
and forgotten scars
that ache when
something beautiful
is about to happen.
It is the only way though,
that you will know
that someone,
true and fit,
will openly choose your love
to share for as long
and as happily
as humanly possible.
Unafraid of what may happen
as beautiful and strange things
always tend to happen
when two people meant to be
are finally together.
It creates echoes
waves
moving a million miles an hour
into the heart
of the sun.
Keeping us warm.
Changing things around them,
shifting them just a bit
enough for them to glow
to reverberate
that Love.
This is when you know.
Because free will,
it's such a bitch.
Feeding into your fear,
and tearing you
apart.
Sometimes
you just have to act.
Like walking up to her,
and calling her name.
She turns around,
it seems like forever.
Then,
as your eyes meet,
she smiles
you smile.
Moving in,
it feels so right.
The fear is gone,
theres only
warmth.
You lean in,
she leans in.
Eyes slowly close.
Breaths collide,
it tickles their cheeks.
Like the burst of a million suns
her kiss is so perfectly bright,
it's like we've been
kissing each other
for years.
Right here.
Right now.
This is what overcoming fear,
can do for you.
Knowing the true kiss,
of a lover who
will return if meant to be.
This is also Free Will.
Untouched by fear.
It creates beautiful things,
makes the sun brighter.
Next time you look within,
know that
those aching muscles
can all be healed.
All of your worries
woes,
and sadness.
can be turned around.
There is nothing
which can't be changed
by the truest of expressions
humans share.
