It is free will

If I could go

I would

Do I have to be here?

Momentarily.

Could I be anywhere?

Yes, I could.

Is she waiting for me?

No one waits,

life moves much

too

fast.

Can there be a change

in the actions

of those who seem to be

the futile

proverbial machines

fighting

that upward battle

just pushing at that rock?

Only those who seek change

tend to find it.

There is no reason

to completely loose

yourself in the makings

and the fallacies

that this earthly place

offers with smiles and
a back hand

hidden in the shadows.

Games are for children,

though I'm a proverbial child

in my heart and yours.

I will not become locked

trying to get so far away

that I'm stuck in my own

head.

I will not become locked

trying to turn heads when

true love cannot be taken

away from you.

What is yours,

is yours.

and nothing,

anyone,

can take that away.

When you've got no reason,

to forge something within you

that will make the earth saner

easier to handle and understand

Know that

When you truly love something,

you may give it away,

then you will know,

what is true.

I could care for you,

love you with all my being,

because it was born of me

because it was made from me.

You could love me,

with all of your being,

because it was born from you.

Free will is a bitch,

only because it's

misled

by fear

and forgotten scars

that ache when

something beautiful

is about to happen.

It is the only way though,

that you will know

that someone,

true and fit,

will openly choose your love

to share for as long

and as happily

as humanly possible.

Unafraid of what may happen

as beautiful and strange things

always tend to happen

when two people meant to be

are finally together.

It creates echoes

waves

moving a million miles an hour

into the heart

of the sun.

Keeping us warm.

Changing things around them,

shifting them just a bit

enough for them to glow

to reverberate

that Love.

This is when you know.

Because free will,

it's such a bitch.

Feeding into your fear,

and tearing you

apart.

Sometimes

you just have to act.

Like walking up to her,

and calling her name.

She turns around,

it seems like forever.

Then,

as your eyes meet,

she smiles

you smile.

Moving in,

it feels so right.

The fear is gone,

theres only

warmth.

You lean in,

she leans in.

Eyes slowly close.

Breaths collide,

it tickles their cheeks.

Like the burst of a million suns

her kiss is so perfectly bright,

it's like we've been

kissing each other

for years.

Right here.

Right now.

This is what overcoming fear,

can do for you.

Knowing the true kiss,

of a lover who

will return if meant to be.

This is also Free Will.

Untouched by fear.

It creates beautiful things,

makes the sun brighter.

Next time you look within,

know that

those aching muscles

can all be healed.

All of your worries

woes,

and sadness.

can be turned around.

There is nothing

which can't be changed

by the truest of expressions

humans share.