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16 March 2011
On SourGirls' and their need to numb away the pain.
Drugs have done all sort of things in my life. Above all it has made me realize that feeling is more important than anything, even if it does hurt, even if it does pain my soul. It's much better than being some zombie that doesn't feel a thing. My emotions make sense, they are there for a reason. I will always remember SourGirl telling me "why do you have to tell people how you feel? Keep that to yourself." Well, because it made sense. Because it was reality, it was something tangible in a world full of lost and confused souls. I wont deny myself feeling again. You, SourGirl, numbed yourself in order to not feel the pain of a past love, or something. Stop pushing it on others, just because you didn't want to feel SHIT, doesn't mean others deserve/need to be as miserable as you. I'd rather feel sad, happy, anything at all. Because it's these things that make us feel ALIVE. These are just some of the things that I've learned.
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Past, pain, all that makes us who we are. I can't stop thinking of the past or even thinking 5 years ahead although I am trying to live in the now a bit more...
Good luck
totally Janete, the past is not a place any of us ought to be living in, but it is place rich in knowledge, the kind that helps us not just be ourselves but watch out for the things we dislike and wish to not become.
Living in the now is hard when one is a dreamer, I happen to be quite the dreamer and often find myself living in a completely different world all together.
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