Expulsion, delusion.

Maybe I've said this before,
I can't remember you that well anymore.
Your smile is a fuzz,
your eyes I don't even recall the color of,
the little things that you did
which entranced me so are memories left behind.
I feel like the fever has passed,
I've sweated you out.
Oh dear lover,
who I once pined over
contemplated loving forever with no second thoughts,
you have been expunged from me.
Now all that is left is a void.
I don't know how to explain it,
but you've gone
left a cavity behind
there is nothing that fits that obtuse shape
like that love that I felt
which was cursed from the begin
because I was unsure of what to say
unsure if you wanted it or not.
It all fell apart,
now we are but fading memories
yet all I wanted all along
was to be someone you couldn't forget
someone to fill my heart
someone to be entranced with.